hey wassup,, so yes, i haven't updated this thing for a very long time. so im back.

life is pretty much boring right now,, im also missin someone so@much its not even funny. goddaaaaammmnn,, you know who you are-- come back to me biaaatttccchhh.

otherwise, life is okay,,i guess? nothing interesting. but whatever, i got some awesome pix to upload. u wanna see? haha fuck yes you do. i know you do. so dont try to hide it.. haha.

here we goo~

haha i look hott. i know.. haha.

haha disney land.. "pumpkin partay bitchesss"

i must say,, this picture is quite hott aswell. isn't it? hahaha.

ok like wtf. i don't even know where the fuck these two characters are from. like seirously, which disney movie!? haha.!

hiroshima. haha goodtimes goodtimes.

awwww...cuties..<3

homies,, :)

valerie and i. te amo chica. besos!

random ay?

rhiannon i looove you. bingo! bingo! bingo! haha "CHE!" "CHE!" "who is making that noise!?" hahaha. SEEDLINGS! haha. love you baby.

himeji castle. haha fuck that castle yo..too many stairs i swear to fucking god..

paaarrrrtaaaayyy~ keita iro iro to arigatou!

haha gotta love this pic.. friends fo ever yo.. <3 :)

so thats about it. yes. hot update no?
so comment me whores. u know you wanna..

kbye loves <3

weLL hello..!
SO, i havent updated my site for quite awhile,,,so i thought its about time i spent some time on my super fucking hot xanga. haha. <33 (shut up bitches, u know you love my site)

ALOT has been happening lately. its craaazzzyyy!!! but its alll goood i guess? haha.

SO ANYWAYSSS- here are some pix from school. yessss!! hahah.-

School Girl day. haha.

and again.. (ho- notice my legs are still kinda tan.haha)

lol gurls we look totally adorable! <33 haha.

lilli && claire~ glad u guys came to yis. been having a greaaat time with you two!! <33 math with mejia and english with de vries is so fucking hottt.. hahah!

yummy. i had a goodnight, thanks guyss <33

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rhi baby,, i hope your reading this.. i just want you to know, that i miss you so fucking much.. i know you're going through a hard time,, and im sorry that i don't know what to do. i just want you to be happy again. i hate seeing you sad.. sweetie you know that im always here for you. talk to me whenever,, we need to chill ok? dont ever forget that i love you so much okay? xoxo <33 pookie.

**talking about missing someone,,, you guys dont even know how much i miss my sexy alyssa!**

goshh,, we are 2 sexy beasts eh? haha. i miss you so much alyssa.. u seriously dont even know. im always thinkin about the summer and everything.. we had so much fun! i cant wait to see you again!! mail me okay!? i love you so much. xoxo. im your babyface foreverrrr *** raaawwrrrr. im hottt. HAHA!

HOLY MOTHERFUCKIN SHIT I MISS THESE TWO SO MUCH!
Melissa- oh dear,, i miss you so much its kindaa creepy. (just a lil bit) i was literally jumping up and down when i saw ur mail. like forreals, no joke. i was like "ooooo aaa!! melissa abe has mailed me! ooooo aaa!" HAHAH. oh my, cant u imagine!? lol. i love you so much! keep mailing kay!? xoxo.
Lauren- babe i havent talked to you in forever! glad i was able to chat to u fo a lil bit on aim! goddamn vball camp was so much fun! we shall meet there again! i miss you baby,, bad news bears forever! LOL.

APRIL!!- chica i miss you so much!! cant wait to see you~!! you dont know how excited me and val are!! mail me sometime. xoxo

****OOOKKKK done with pix for today bitchesss****

hope everyone is enjoying their "4 day weekend"!!

--gosh i dont have a picture,, but must give taylor some props.. taylorrr-- thanks soo much for being there for me. talking to you really really helped lots.. thanks. im always here for you kay-? xoxo--

k whores, im done.
awww so sad so sad. but its ok. i shall be back. soon. maybe. yeah.

kbye.
muah muah muah.

tonight was the worst night ever.

whats up bitchesssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!
ho ho, long time no xanga. its a flippin record.

FUCK im leaving the 808 in like 3 days. FUCK.

fuck yeah, i've been having a blast here. you don't even know.
i have a shit load of pix to post- but since this place is so fucking ghetto i cant. so i shall do it once i get home.

anyways, i got a shitload of people to thank n stuff- but all that mushy lovey dovey stuff comes later. so for now, i must go.

beach calls.

OH WAIT, vball camp. haha!
"LET'S GO BITCHES!!!!!!!" lmao. fun fun fun.

anyways, im missing you whorefaces in japan. hard to believe?

kay i seriously must go now.
sending my love to all of you.

alohas x

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v-ball camp~

court,mio,nanae,aj,me,lauren <3

lauren n me~ haha i look like a lil kid!

aj,court,maryssa,me,ho'okena. camp 4 rocked!


Ho'okena- i had soo much fun with you! haha. our team was pretty awesome huh? haha. can't wait till next year!

Aj,kellie,me,kianna,ho'okena,maryssa. i love you girls.

Lauren baby- not only did we hang out during vball, we went out to the movies n stuff like so many times! missin you so much.. <3

me being a sexy whore with my tight ass spandex! you gotta love it..

me and aj being retards <3 haha. love yous.

**Pix with my H-dizzle. I love you and miss you!**

h-dizzle and y-jizzle. hahah! daaang we went beach every day huh!?

shiiiiet. u look fuckin hawwtt in this picture. haha. was fucking raining at the birthday bash yeah!? hahah.

at KCC. hahah!

KEITAROU CREW FOR LIFE! <33

every night is waikiki night. starbux is love.

H-dizzle~ wow, words cant even express how much fun i had with you this summer. we hung out so much huh!? and it was so much fun. haha i love the way we talk to eachother, but i can not use it here because its our private talk. haha. i miss you like a bitch. cant wait till u come to japan. love yous<33

**MELISSA MY FELLOW ANDREW LOVER

our first night out together!!!

us again. haha both wearing green! omg remember that stupid bitch!? "i hate it when people..blahblahblah" GAR!

MEL~ ahhh i still can not believe u made me cry when we hadta say bye. omg i felt like sucha retard but i know u love me. haha. and i know that u know that i love you too. sucks we didnt see our sexy andrew.. </3 haha. was great seein you again! i miss you.. K.I.T like we did last year! cant wait till next year!! love you soo much! OMG remember kyle! hahahahahah! flippin stalker! haha.

mel, me, lauren on my last day :(

haha lauren ur so funny! deuce bigalow was funny cause u were with me! and omg that pretzel thing was so good! haha.

erin,mel,me <33

movie night. <33 hehe.

emiri~ was great bumping into you!!! i loved ur zip up! heheeh <33

40 year old virgin baby~ great seeing u again zen.

great picture yeah!? HAHA HANAKO! sean!!! hahahahah!!!

Tennile! omg ur the best ever!! i love you so so so much! thanks sooo much for the samples. i loooove it <3

sara baby~ i miss you!!! haha we were on TV! hella yeah!! shaka sign~ hehe.

miki and me. <3...?

matt~ thanks for everything!

isnt that prettyful?!

ahh goddamn im getting tired.. i have so many pix so maybe ill do them next time..

just want to thank everyone that made my stay in hawaii awesome as always. you guys are all awesome,,u guys know who you are. i love you all and hopefully i'll see you guys next year.

till then..

kbye<33

Hello Loves <3

new layout.
like it??
awwww thanksss sweetheart, i know you do :) haha.

rivers cuomo..yummy...yes? <3

summer has been super. and yours?

OHHH, before i forget, thanks for all the comments whores <3 you all make me smile like a loserrr.

i fllyyyy~ in 2 fuckin days. YESSSSSSSS bitch, 2 fuckin days. then i get to see my babies in hawai'i~ <3 i miss you all so so so much.

**especially my MELISSA!!-"andrew".ohhh YESSS!!**

my number in hawaii~ (808)383-5079.
/\/\CALL ME UP SXEz! and hey, even if your not in hawaii, and you feel like talkin to me because you love me,CALL ME! and we shall talk and have fun. because we're obviously just cool like that.. hahah.

i seriously can not be bothered to put up pix today... mad?? hope not. will be tons on my next blog. kay?

wait, because my sexy Hyeon Mi-Chin ((my korean baby that loves to eat GAZPACHO)) deserves a picture because shes my lover and my best friend. <3

<<thats my sexy lady on the right>>i miss you sweetie. don*t forget all the goodtimes we had. Subtitles, my babyface isn't so babyface looking without you... </3
Kyeon Kyeong-eon & Hyeon Mi-Chin forever.
do you like our adobpted names??
Heck yes you do. just admit it. jesus christ.

--im also missin my 2 girls in spain~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SECRET AGENT!
hope you two are having a blast <3

AND OF COURSE, im missin my baby in canada.

i know you*re having a goodtime. so thats super! thanks for emailin me, you rock. i miss you biiitttccchhh. <3 and um, how can i say this without making it sound so mean?? okay whatever. that stupid whorefaced frog girl you were talking about.. tell her that i*ll come and windmill kick her in the face. alright? good.

i also miss like, basically everyone. all my friends.
--you all know who you are so shut up--
i know you ppl are havin a blast <3 keep it up.




Okay loves, i'm tired.
kbyee<33

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SHIT. I FEEL AS IF SOMEONE JUST GRABBED MY HEART, GOT A CHAINSAW AND LIKE, CUT MY HEART INTO GAZILLION PIECES. BITCH I HATE YOU. IF YOU ACTUALLY CONSIDER YOURSELF "MY FRIEND".. THATS JUST MESSED UP. YOU DON'T DO SHIT LIKE THAT. WELL, WHATEVER I DONT CARE, BUT ATLEAST TELL ME MAN. DON'T FUCKIN HIDE IT. FUCK. I CAN NOT BREATHE. SOMEONE HELP ME... FUCK I'M SO CRUSHED. I'VE NEVER FELT THIS WAY BEFORE. WTF AM I SUPPOSE TO DO!?!

i hope i don't bump into you in a few days. if we do, don't talk to me. walk past me. like we're strangers. let's just say that we were never EVER good friends. we never hung out. you don't know me. and i don't know you. and it's totally fine to fuck with your good friends mind and heart. and its totally not your fault if you dont ever see me again.

i hope you enjoy yourself whoreface.